So I'm staying calm and stuff, and then I wake up yesterday morning with the hugest cold sore ever. Its so big that I think there is actually a cold sore on top of a cold sore. I can't believe it. The biggest day of my life and I have a growth on my mouth. yuck. I am so ticked off. I'm going to have to pose sideways in all of my pictures.
Besides the cold sore everything else is going great. Well excpet that Josh was puking his guts out yesterday. But I guess its better than Saturday.
Today I'm going to the mall of america with my gramma and aunt and uncles. I just need to stay busy, otherwise I have too much time to think about everything. And my thoughts are not good. No, I don't think about not marrying Josh, I am so excited to marry him. The gloomy thoughts on my mind are that of death. I am so freaked out that someone is going to die. So please, everyone drive really safe. If its snowing drive like a grandma (or grandpa). Just be safe!!